3 down 2 to go

haha, yeah 3 consecutive exams were cleared yesterday morning. shuai. feeling quite relaxed now cuz the next one i have is on sat morning. quite a long time....2 days haha. yesterday, after the exam, i was out for the whole day till midnite. steady, nv study at all. i think that's a good way to relax during the midst of exams lols. of course, the company is what that matters lah lols.

for the past 3 papers, i think i did quite well, though not to the extent of scoring full marks lah lols. 1st and 3rd paper still ok, should be able to score, 2nd paper should be aced liao lols. haha. 2 more papers... the one on saturday, cs2102, hmm, closed book, the past yr papers a bit difficult, shall do more practice... haha, yeah man, next tues would be my last paper, then can slack for 1 month le lols. chiong ah...

after exams, so many things to settle... move house, watch tv serials, settle carolling stuff... but ok de, steady :)

ok shall end it off here :)

signals down!

haha, signals is down, i feel so much relaxed, even though only 1 paper down lols. 4 more to go. by wed, i would have completed 2 more, and from then on should be more relaxed. would be taking a break on wed for the whole day. haha, dun care :) and of course got other reasons lah lols.

staying in hall these 3 days. cuz i am too lazy to travel to and from for 3 consecutive days. haha... even though i am driving... sounds super lazy, but driving can be tiring too, esp to a person who drives quite a lot.

now still slacking, tomorrow's evening paper, i think i will start revision again at night. cuz it's closed book exam, i have to get some things into my brain... which is the most terrible part of this module. other than that, i think this module is rather interesting and manageable.

haha, after a long wait of more than 7 days, finally saw her le haha. although only for around 1.5 hr, still very good, cuz really missed her. can see her tomorrow too, cuz we are taking exams at the same time at around the same venue. steady :)

hmm, shall not write too long, wait pple think i siao de, during the midst of exams still so eng to write blog lols.

kaoz

kaoz, i super stressed lah. dunno why, i suddenly emo... stupid signals is making me close to a nervous breakdown le. 2 more days of revision, and i will have to take that stupid module. haiz, really have no confidence in this module, i think that's why i am super stressed... i think becuz of this i have made pple around me fed up with me.

i jitao no mood to eat my dinner lor. my mum talked to me i also nv really replied, i just pretended to watch tv, even though nothing is going into my ears. somemore, the show is also at an emo stage... jitao no mood...

sianz... is this the so-called burn-out that my classmates have always said in sec sch and jc days? nv burned out before, so i dunno. i really dunno lah. nv been so stressed as compared to now. i still got 2 more days, rationally, time is not really tight for me, but then somehow i am so freaking stressed over this module.

haiz, she's also ignoring me cuz i think i made her angry. bo bian, i stressed but i also shouldn't let her emo too. my fault. really my fault. super sian now. i also dunno what to do lah. should i stop studying for a while to adjust my emotions? haiz, i think i should just carry on with studying.

headache ah, headache ah. uni life is definitely not a breeze lah, not like all those seniors say... i believe more is to come, cuz things just get more and more tedious and difficult as u proceed higher up to higher levels of study. ok, stop emo-ing le, cannot like that. this is too gay, too lame le. i must brace up, so i shall stop writing now.

i am sick

i am sick, caught a flu... feel like sleeping, but i have to revise for my exams... haiz, life is definitely tough in uni... definitely tougher than it was for me. competition is tight, super tight, with all the foreign scholars fighting for the top 10% which equates to an A grade.

to be in the top 10% you basically have to aim full marks for everything, so that u can safelly in the top 10%. well, this is what i do... though i don't get full marks for everything. this sem, i didn't have a single full marks. one 90%, one still dunno, one 80 percent... sounds good, but i think it may not be good when compared to others, and when i say "others" i mean the scholars...

haiz, i seriously dun understand the rationale behind the bell curve thingy. it just doesn't make sense to me. a student should be judged by how well he understands the content, not judged by his standing among his peers... though that's the way outside world works, but it does not make sense to apply in school, where we are supposed to learn knowledge, not compete with each other to see who is better...

ok, enough of rambling... really some serious thoughts should be given... but then i alone can't change anything, i just have to treat it as a 磨练 process. ok, back to studies...

i wanna sleep

i wanna sleep till 爽. but no, i dun have the time. i can't afford the time to sleep 10 hrs a day. i allow myself to sleep only 8 hrs during the weekends. so 可怜. still got 1 lab report to finish. hmm...also a webpage to design and a monthly report to submit... ok sounds little. but then all these need thinking....

this week quite zai, cuz i manage to finish 4 tutorials during the weekdays. at least that's what i aimed to do. just finished the homework assignment for this fri. did it quite quickly, cuz i think i understand the concepts liao lols.

yesterday almost the whole day nv study. yes, nv study. cuz i was out on a date lols. morning watched 3/4 of NBA Celtics vs Wizards, while reading lec 21 of EE2005. then reached home at nite around 10.30pm then 11.15pm cannot take it le, go sleep lols. but this morning i woke up early at 7.15am.

later must go cut hair also, cannot stand the mess of my hair cuz it's rather long for me yet i am lazy to comb it lols.

wah i think before reading week i will sleep until i 爽 for friday and saturday nite. like that then got enough energy to chiong for 1 whole week :) haiz, meanwhile i have to make do with my 7 hrs during weekdays, 8 hrs during weekends le...