wah super hot lah nowadays. really super hot lor. last time my hall room fan turn on to number 3 can le, now turn to full blast also hot lor. really cannot make it lor. this is the first time i am blogging about the stupid weather. believe everyone also agrees that the weather is getting very bad. now back at home, i am having my room's aircon on whenever i am in the room lor. high consumption of electricity but bo bian. i really cannot tahan hot de. i would rather be cold than hot lor.
cs2102 project still hasn't started yet. hope can start next wk even though i quite busy with 2 midterms. EE2006 lab project, still thinking, still designing...but the overall structure and method to solve the problem is out. so i guess i just need to put it down on paper nicely. 2 midterms, EE2009 still left with modulation to complete...and it's open book so no need to memorise equations... EE2006 revised once le during the recess wk, now just need to revise one more time and do some practice.
sam said i sounded sad in the last few posts in my blog. hmm, just read them myself, hmm really quite true. but then i wasn't really sad lah, it was just some lows in the mood only, which return to the normal and high levels very soon. lols. i sound like i change my mood very easily. hmm, actually not lah. just that i manage to see some things in a more open manner le. :)
well thinking about it, if not for lows in my mood, there wun be highs. so, it's always good to have some lows in your life so that u will treasure your highs more. sounds familiar, but this idea is true enough and can nv be denied.
it's time to be positive about life and my studies. if not for all these stress, where will my motivation to work harder be? nowhere, i think. i am really a person who will only work hard under stress. external motivation, be it negative or positive, is very important to me. i really believe that i thrive in competition. only with stronger competition then i will become better. that really shows if one knows my academic background :)
i think after this sem, i will be much better in my time management, even though yh says that my time management had been good, which i think is quite true :) abit bhb, but then i really think so. i suppose no one can deny this fact, even myself... but then, there's no limit to my ability of time management. and this sem would be a period that i improve my time management skills to a higher level.
thinking of it, smartness doesn't really bring you far. it may bring you to the university. but it really doesn't bring you thru the university, at least that's what i think now. really have to work hard in uni to score well. i dun remember i have to work so hard during sec school and jc time to be one of the top in the cohort. now i work hard, and i may not get the results i want, cuz everyone here is the best from their own respective countries. NUS is really a place where there are so many international students that i think the number of them may exceed the number of Singaporeans. this is definitely true in the engin fac, as for the other facs, i can't say for sure.
though i appear to have very good results, but then it's all due to my hard work, and i can say at most 20% is due to my smartness. if i dun work hard, i think i would at most get an average of B+, and i think that's still an overestimation. but i wun slack around de, cuz i just can't seem to slack when everyone else is working hard. external motivation at work... a SAP of 5.0 is still possible this sem, provided i work really hard and manage my time really well for the rest of the sem, which is like only 8 more weeks, including the exam period... seems short but maintaining a high-powered drive for 2 months is not easy. but i will definitely try to do that, maybe taking small little breaks here and there to maintain the momentum.
ok, that's all, got to go back to my studies le. blogging has really become a way for me to relax le :)
em, u must be wondering why am i still continuing to write...cuz my gf asks me to write something abt her... so just write lor... lols. remembered 三毛 asked me why she was still in school late at nite, then i was like oh, he still dunno lols, wanted to tell him, but then, decided not to, cuz it's fun to let him know thru my blog, cuz i know he will come read my blog de lols. everytime come stalk me. lols, oops!
she wants me to write something nice about her here. but then, i dun think i should cuz these things are meant for me to say it to her personally...come to think about it, she seems to contradict herself. she said she will paiseh when i say mushy stuff to her in front of pple, but then writing nice things about her on my blog is almost equivalent to broadcasting my mushy words for her...lols...oops
well, details not be disclosed. she's really quite nice. bought breakfast on wed for me, well, quite glad becuz she's quite "lazy", and yet she's willing to go buy breakfast for me. :) there are other nice stuff that she did, but then it's very hard to describe them here, cuz they are all minor minor small small stuff that can makes one's heart smile...:)
ok, that's really all, unless...
