Now is 6.09 am... i am awake, cuz somehow i woke up, feeling stressed and worried... i have slept for 4 hours only, and it wasn't really a good one. the day ahead is still long and tiring, with 5 hours straight of lessons... a tutorial, a lecture and a lab...
why am i stressed? i also dun really know... NOC? RH activities? my future? or some internal struggles? it should be a mixture of all... i think this is the 1st time i am so stressed that i wake up in the middle of the "night" and stare into space... that's why i am here writing this blog entry... trying to get some things out of my mind...
still thinking about what to add on to my personal statement for my NOC CV. i decided to have a short personal statement, which consists of around 3 short paragraphs... now i am left with the last one, and which i think is the most difficult one. cuz i think it must end with some impact and impression on the interviewers' minds. thinking hard, while worrying...
feeling a little hungry, and my stomach isn't feeling well since yesterday night... probably is due to the mac i ate yesterday for lunch... dunno why mac food, except mc nugget meals, is always "rejected" by my picky stomach...
still streaming a short video of a violin playing jazz piece Autumn Leaves... to get some inspirations for my part during next fri's convo dinner performance by CME... very long nv touch 二胡 liao, a bit rusty in terms of smoothness as well as pitching...
tired... try to go back to sleep...
